As clear as day, I remember the exact moment we found our beautiful Annie.
Once back in Muskoka, we discovered that she was only five weeks old and too young to leave her mama. The owner was adamant, “we have to get them out of here, they are keeping us up at night.” My husband immediately scooped her up; and got her the hell out of dodge.
The price for her freedom? A mere $40.00. To this day, it has been the best forty bucks we have ever spent!
Anyway, once we got her home, we discovered that she was starving. She was unable to lap nor eat soften food properly, so we stayed up with her round the clock. In those first 36 hours, I swear she knew we’d saved her life. I also believe she knew she had stolen our hearts.
Well, it was a world wind week that started with a slight head tilt and some drooling, which is why I booked her in to see Dr. Robyn.
Though she could find nothing conclusive, we decided to try a round of anti-inflammatory medication for a sore neck. Reacting physically after her second dose, she endured the long weekend in steady decline.
I returned panicked the following Tuesday, which had us progress to full blood work (that was also inconclusive). Returning to the vet Wednesday, we decided to try anti-nausea medicine with no result.
Then, Annie's inability to eat to eat or drink led us to do a sedated throat scope Thursday afternoon in search of a blockage. While she was under, we made the difficult decision to euthanize her.
You see, the reason she was no longer eating or drinking was because the vet felt she no longer knew how to. Her extremely aggressive brain tumor had stolen her from us in a mere seven days.
Though I know we made the right decision, it doesn't make the pain any less bearable. Truth is I am somewhat lost, definitely distraught, and my heart aches to the point where I am still having trouble sleeping.
I guess I just have to keep telling myself, though her death ended her time with me, it will never change our strong bond and very special relationship.
Take a load off, Annie. Rest and sleep easy my beautiful girl.
I loved you your entire life, and will love and cherish you for the rest of mine.
