From the April A-Z Blogging archives.
This was originally posted April 29th, 2013
Oh, the double edged sword.
I’m the first to admit you can never go back; but if you could, what’s the one thing that you would change?
I realize it’s an unrealistic question but deep down inside, I would be surprised if you said absolutely nothing.
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| April 29th, 2013 - YESTERDAY Taken: April 1977 |
If I was being completely honest with myself, there are a few things in the last thirty plus years I would have done differently. Some apply to my immediate family, some apply to me intimately as a person, and some even apply to my married life.
I have spent my entire life as a driving force for everyone else; fiercely competitive with a core focus on progress and success.
As a person never wanting to stop moving forward, I can’t believe that in this very moment I am thinking about what could have been.
It’s not because I am feeling especially reflective, it's just the word itself planted the seed. As soon as I chose 'yesterday', my imagination literally ran.
My childhood, sports, teen years, discipline, marriage, small children, grown children, career. The reaction was swift.
That said, I am going to go there just the same.
If I could venture to any given yesterday, what's the one thing I would change?
It's more of a wish really.
I simply I would have been free to be ME.
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